has been copius amounts of time since the last time i was here to express my depressions...at one stage i almost thought that i didn't even need this space nemore...how wrong i was....in fact i'm the least bit delighted to say that i hav returned at a shorter period than i expected...
i dun't no how to explian trully what it is that i have been and become over the past few months, but in all honesty its not something to be proud off. A life revolving around comprise to please certain individuals, arrogance and stupidity can be somewhat used to describe my digusting behaviour. The events during the past few days have made me dramatically change my outlook and re-enter my road to self-discovery...for one thing, i'm far from wise but it is absoluteli vital for me to stay sane and utmost distant from the lunatics who hav helped me shape my life in the past few months...
CAST
M-<3
Jugs-still high levels of ridiculous annoyance, defines 'clingy' and only uses my assistance to drown her boredom when her self-absorbed mind-numb bff is off pashing her equalli braindead bf.
Typewriterhead-JUG's bff
DonkeyKong-Typerwriterhead's bf
Rhubharb-in talking terms, IN LOVE with Facsist
Goose-sex on legs, *purrr*...if onli he were older...
Moose-Goose's sis
Romeo-exbf
Facsit Forkbrain-complicated woman that boys find intollerably sexy...
Cheapfuk-brother of DonkeyKong, RETARD!
Neon-M's bff...only insight i git into the lyf of M...
SUMMARY
Humanbeings make mistakes, its only natural to do so. Whilst on most occasions it does cause pain there's usually a lesson learnt along the way which ultimately helps to guide that individual in the right direction. So there's nothing really to REGRET...this is my general outlook wen it comes to most situations, however i must say this summer i have stumbled over one mistake that i shall never forgive myself for. And that was the decision to re-accept Romeo to enter my life. Reminiscing on my decision now I'm puzzled as to how i held the hope and courage to believe that he'd ever change, that he'd ever love me, that he'd ever treat me and respect me for whom i was. It's hard to consider why he became so special in my life to the point that i was willing to give up my virginity to him when clearly he was a selfish, cruel man who displayed no care or affection to anyone but himself...I must say his disguise is quite impressive, has most of the cast bewilldered. Facist Forkbrain, Jugs, Typewriterhead, Moose and even M are all lost in a world that paints him as the perfect 'nice guy'...and me as the untamed, imbecilic gf who was not good enough for his high standards...whilst the humiliation makes my stomach churn and my heart ache like its slowly being eaten alive by devil scorpions i'm too cowardly to tell anyone the truth, because I have no faith and courage in myself to believe that they too will take my side of the story into any sort of account at all. Whilst initially I thought i could live with the blood-curdlin pain, after the whispers i was unfortunate tonight to hear, i don't know whether i will survive....Cheapfuk is happily spreading plentiful rumours about my present status whilst Typewriterhead is also taking full advantage of the situation to re-iterate the idea that she is better than me...Jugs unsuccessfully denying the fact that she started the rumours in the first place and Facist Forkbrain is also trying her very best to hide the fact that she know pictures me as a pathetic, desperate woman with no culture.....in addition to this the entire cast is completely misunderstanding the situation at hand to placing me once again in a position that can only efficiently be described as complete..'jskfjsalfkjaslkfjaslk'....
I guess time is the only proper cure for this current predicament in one's life. Sooner or later i will come to terms with what happened and will forgive myself, and i will move on...till then...bare with me...
xoxo
N
i dun't no how to explian trully what it is that i have been and become over the past few months, but in all honesty its not something to be proud off. A life revolving around comprise to please certain individuals, arrogance and stupidity can be somewhat used to describe my digusting behaviour. The events during the past few days have made me dramatically change my outlook and re-enter my road to self-discovery...for one thing, i'm far from wise but it is absoluteli vital for me to stay sane and utmost distant from the lunatics who hav helped me shape my life in the past few months...
CAST
M-<3
Jugs-still high levels of ridiculous annoyance, defines 'clingy' and only uses my assistance to drown her boredom when her self-absorbed mind-numb bff is off pashing her equalli braindead bf.
Typewriterhead-JUG's bff
DonkeyKong-Typerwriterhead's bf
Rhubharb-in talking terms, IN LOVE with Facsist
Goose-sex on legs, *purrr*...if onli he were older...
Moose-Goose's sis
Romeo-exbf
Facsit Forkbrain-complicated woman that boys find intollerably sexy...
Cheapfuk-brother of DonkeyKong, RETARD!
Neon-M's bff...only insight i git into the lyf of M...
SUMMARY
Humanbeings make mistakes, its only natural to do so. Whilst on most occasions it does cause pain there's usually a lesson learnt along the way which ultimately helps to guide that individual in the right direction. So there's nothing really to REGRET...this is my general outlook wen it comes to most situations, however i must say this summer i have stumbled over one mistake that i shall never forgive myself for. And that was the decision to re-accept Romeo to enter my life. Reminiscing on my decision now I'm puzzled as to how i held the hope and courage to believe that he'd ever change, that he'd ever love me, that he'd ever treat me and respect me for whom i was. It's hard to consider why he became so special in my life to the point that i was willing to give up my virginity to him when clearly he was a selfish, cruel man who displayed no care or affection to anyone but himself...I must say his disguise is quite impressive, has most of the cast bewilldered. Facist Forkbrain, Jugs, Typewriterhead, Moose and even M are all lost in a world that paints him as the perfect 'nice guy'...and me as the untamed, imbecilic gf who was not good enough for his high standards...whilst the humiliation makes my stomach churn and my heart ache like its slowly being eaten alive by devil scorpions i'm too cowardly to tell anyone the truth, because I have no faith and courage in myself to believe that they too will take my side of the story into any sort of account at all. Whilst initially I thought i could live with the blood-curdlin pain, after the whispers i was unfortunate tonight to hear, i don't know whether i will survive....Cheapfuk is happily spreading plentiful rumours about my present status whilst Typewriterhead is also taking full advantage of the situation to re-iterate the idea that she is better than me...Jugs unsuccessfully denying the fact that she started the rumours in the first place and Facist Forkbrain is also trying her very best to hide the fact that she know pictures me as a pathetic, desperate woman with no culture.....in addition to this the entire cast is completely misunderstanding the situation at hand to placing me once again in a position that can only efficiently be described as complete..'jskfjsalfkjaslkfjaslk'....
I guess time is the only proper cure for this current predicament in one's life. Sooner or later i will come to terms with what happened and will forgive myself, and i will move on...till then...bare with me...
xoxo
N
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