Less than 5 hours before i board the flight...(destination:sydney)...i'm the least excited living person on earth. I dun't no if its the evidence that i happened to pick up during my facebook stalking that Romeo still has a life despite the break up and I don't, which has made me feel this way, OR if its just the fact that I'm missing out Facsist Forkbrain's bf Nut's partay...and the cricket game on friday....off course both these events will b highli exclusive with appearances from individuals of the highest calibre...missing out on such events reduces my chances of being involved in several photo's and also carrying conversions with certain indiviuals (aka M) to get to know them better....
I guess on top of this its the added stress and fear of something going horribly wrong whilst we holiday in a foreign state.....Mamamia was already showing signs of stess last night, incessantly screaming at trivial matters that really required no attention at all.
xoxo
N
I guess on top of this its the added stress and fear of something going horribly wrong whilst we holiday in a foreign state.....Mamamia was already showing signs of stess last night, incessantly screaming at trivial matters that really required no attention at all.
Am restless, can't be bothered to move anywhere, can't be bothered to clean my room...I want someone's company, or should I say, I need someone's company, I want to know really why Romeo left me, I want answers from him, I want him to be equally miserable as I am, I want him to come running back to me so I can cruelly reject him, I want M to care that I exist, I want to look at myself in the mirror and see myself as beautiful once again, and most of all I want to be happy...I'm sick of constantly being sombre and waiting for life to take a new path, start a new journey.....
GGRRR!xoxo
N
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